It was very difficult to be Patsey, and it was very difficult to leave her alone at the end of the day. I don’t think it was ever possible for me to leave her completely on the set. But it was a privilege to be in that place of grief, it was hard, but I just felt so privileged to do it because, at the end of the day, my discomfort and my unease were temporary, and hers was not. And so always remembering that this was true for someone, and I have the privilege of just doing it in an imaginary world …
one of my friends died yesterday. i mean, we only really communicated through Facebook but i knew him because he was one of my cousins best friends. we had the same sense of humor, which is why i guess i enjoyed him so much. he died in a car accident, most of details of which i have yet to learn. i can’t help but be so sad because i know that he was alone when he crashed. no one should die alone. Liam, you were such a genuinely great person and i wish i could have known you better. i’ll always remember your funky pants that you always wore because your grandma made them for you, and all of your great photoshopped cover photos on Facebook. it’s like my heart hurts but my body just feels numb. the finality of death is what makes life so unfair. rest in peace.
Last week, I may have gone too far. I’ll explain it quickly. Basically, I found out where he gets his clothes dry-cleaned. Custom ordered the same suit, made with tear-away velcro. And… you can fill in the rest.
white people are crazy, white people are crazy
requested: harrison ford
✦ Studio Ghibli Movies → Castle in the Sky
"You who swallowed a falling star, o’ heartless man, your heart shall soon be mine."